My sexual orientation is girls who look like they could beat me up and boys who look like they wouldn’t stand a chance
texting the two boys from back home. one is going great and we’re bonding. the other is talking down to me and making things really not fun. definitely not what i was expecting from either relationship.
soft as she is
she has almost
killed me with
love for that boy.
just finished watching a movie on netflix centered around a woman and her son and it was so painful to watch. the woman in the movie reminds me so much of my own mother. the way she reacted to stress and trauma by lashing out at her kid struck way too close to home. i don’t know. i’ve been having a really hard time with my mom for the last few months but it’s never been concrete enough for me to put into words. i guess i’m just nervous to be around her again. i have a lot of sympathy for her, but it’s still hard. there’s no conclusion to these thoughts. it’s just shitty.